Miss Ds Blog

So, looks like I have a position for my number one play thing, now marky has disgusted me so.  I want TRUST.  NOT someone who goes behind my back looking for domination WITHOUT me asking you to.  If I want you to get extra domination, then I will tell you to look for it, you do NOT go behind my back.  I need impressing - do something wild to impress me and send me the evidence.  No blood, no danger but lots of excitement.  And marky, I know you read this - if you want to get back in my good books you will have to try harder than just a sorry.  Doesn’t cut the ice anymore.  Go out of your way to make it up to me you vile excuse of a man.  A very angry Miss D x x x

How many of you go behind your Mistresses back and try and find someone else to dominate you?  How many of you think that just because you don’t talk to your Mistress for a few weeks that it’s ok to “wander about” looking to play with someone else?  I’ll tell you who did this to me.  marky.  Yep, the one that was loyal took it upon himself to flirt with a cleaner of all people, A CLEANER, who apparently is neither a Mistress nor of Goddess standing and THEN decided to tell me about it after he had gone out of his way to obviously get her msn address to flirt online with her.  I am disgusted.  There was trust, now it is broken.  This now untrustworthy slave, whom I held in higher regard than any of you worthless pigs (as worthless as the freaky bitch boy michelle whom you will be hearing about soon - thank heavens for password protection now) is lucky not to be totally cast aside into the wilderness.  he’s also lucky I’m not p*ssed off enough to tell his girlfriend what he’s been up to aswell.  I try and tame his wild side, only so it comes out to play when I feel like it and he breaks my trust.  Well…..Woman scorned marky, that’s all I’m saying to you right now…. a woman scorned.

Hi all, 

Got the internet back up and running again, so I’ll be back around to chat next week. 

Christmas is coming up too so don’t forget little ol’ me….. I want some Play vouchers this year or you can donate to my amazon voucher fund to help me spoil myself!

Miss D x x x

are such vile, cheating, lying scumbags, that ruining them would bring no satisfaction to the soul.  So getting on with life with as much regard for them as a a dead piece of meat better imo.  Miss D x x x

I’ve had this fantasy running through my mind for a while, that involves my ex.

I love being the School Mistress - and him being the innocent naive School Boy (in sixth form of course).  In my pin striped shirt suit, hair up, glasses and deep red lipstick I order him to stand in front of me, hands behind his back.  I walk round him, looking him up and down.  Coming close to his face, so he can smell my perfume, filling his whole head with the scent of me.  Sliding my hands down his shirt, gently undoing his buttons.  Running my fingers round the top of his trousers, undoing his button, then the zip.  I sit on the table in front of him.  Order him to drop his trousers, and now his underwear.  Standing there hands behind his back waiting, quivering for me to touch him…

I kneel down in front of him.  Looking at his package.  Slowly lean forward to lick the glistening head of his hard tool.  Forbidding him to touch.  Forbidding him to look at me.  Licking him, continuously swirling my tongue round the head, till he can take no more, literally shaking with anticipation…

Then sitting back, and listening to him begging me to let him shoot his load… the gagging… the begging…… I love the begging…… the actually wanting to give me what he’s got but never letting him release it.  The tease and denial.  Teasing him to the point of explosion, but denying the pleasure.  lol.   Power.

Well, I had a surprise the other day.  My ex im’ed me, feeling horny…… so who was I to deny him a piece of Me… only by phone though after I’d got him all worked up at the thought of me looking deep into his eyes, licking my lips, ”mmmm”ing at him, and then biting my bottom lip before s*cking him.  Definitely got my juices flowing too lol.  He has always made me tick when he wants to play on the phone - his girlfriend doesn’t know he does it lucky for me - mind you, she’s not exactly as attentive to his needs as she should be so I don’t give a damn about her.  I just love having fun with him and turning him on till he wants to burst.  Jealous are we???  lol.  Miss D x x x

Hello all my lovely bitch boys, losers and slaves.  I’m back and I’m feeling loads better.  Had a bad cold, stress and anxiety, and a break.  But now I’m back again.  I’m working on the WW site yet again, and going to also give you the opportunity to book time to talk to me on Skype as I know there’s lots of you that want the chance to chat to me :)  You will still need to make an appointment however (via email). 

Right so what else am I up to?  I’m also making items of Jewellery and other bits, that I will put up on the site for you to buy for those poor women friends/partners or yours, aswell as some personal items of mine, like shoes etc that you can also get hold of. 

OK.  I’m off right now to do some work, but I’ll be back later.  Miss D x x x

Hello my adorable lot of losers!  I’ve not been around for a while because of a few work problems, but all seems to be sorted now thankfully. 

While I was away though, some of my minions were playing - THAT DOES NOT PLEASE ME.  So I will be doing my upmost to kick their asses.  I do not expect that when I turn my back for a few weeks for you lot to play away.  DISGUSTING.  Pathetic peter is one of them - no soon as I disappear he’s off with another Mistress.  you owe Me peter…  you have upset Me once too many times…

marky has gone quiet too.  Disappointing.  But it’s his girlfriends birthday this week so he’s probably spending time with her.

As for Me this week - I’m out advertising ChatStation so get your asses over there this week and start participating on the site.  Pathetic low lives - do some bloody work for a change as the site doesn’t pay for itself! 

That’s all for now.  Miss D x x x

Wow I never realised how dreary September was before.  It’s been raining for what feels like days.  Surely there can’t be that much water about??? 

marky won the competition to get the most members joining the site.  I will sort the things out for you marky - don’t worry.

Miss D x x x

Yet another day feeling yuk with anxiety but I’m staying strong today and ignoring it.  Not giving it a minute to catch hold of me so I’m fighting.  None of this would have happened if I had been given proper support from my doctor after my dad died.  It’s learnt anxiousness I think.  What Charles Linden’s cd’s are all about.  Although I’ve listened to them umpteen times and read all the literature but still I worry.  Money worries mostly as I owe my mum some money and yet I can’t seem to earn enough to pay it off.  Just wish the anxiety would go!!!!!!!!!  I think I know what triggered it though - not sleeping enough and not telling my mum how much I was worrying.  I must learn to talk about things more rather than letting them fester.  What the hell am I telling you for anyway??  But just goes to prove to you that although I’m a Lifestyle Domme I still have some down days where I could do with cheering up.  I want to get back to being “Me” again so I can bitch and boss you all about.  Oh well, I’m going to get an ice cold glass of water and get back to doing some work.  If anyone is out there that can genuinely help me with some advertising, then email me and let me know as I could do with some help.  Also, marky is winning the competition so if you don’t want him to have the prize then pull your bloody fingers out and get some more members to the site.  Miss D x x x

PS:  I’m still waiting for a mobile to appear - it’s gone walkies so if you see it on your travels, kick it back in my direction please!  It’s a SE C702.  x x x