Miss Ds Blog

Hello you lot.  Long time no hear.  Well I’ve been living my life in the real world that’s why you losers!

As well as doing my bit for ChatStation – remember losers??  The website that I promote.  None of you have been over there recently so you need to start getting over there and telling the members how much you love Me.  lol.

I don’t have much time for tittle tattle at present as I need to work as I have to work to pay the bills and I like many others are struggling to keep afloat in this current climate.  Wouldn’t be so bad if someone offered to pay my mobile phone bill of £50 a month – any takers?

Anyway, I’ve only stopped by to let you know I’m still around, albeit struggling financially and trying to cope with damned anxiety (see even us Mistresses suffer with it too), so if you want to email you have permission.

Miss D x x x

Today whilst shopping for shoes, I spied a guy watching me trying on shoes lol.  he couldn’t stop himself putting his hand down his trousers while I walked about in 4 inch black leather heels…. so I bought them, walked up to him (while his c*ck was in hand) and told him to meet me in the changing area of the clothes shop next door.  I told him I would let him worship me if he went in there, took all his clothes off, stuck his c*ck out the curtain and waited for me.  I would stand outside the curtain waiting while he pulled himself off over the floor, which he then had to lick off.  He had to stay behind the curtain all the time as I didn’t want to see him.  It’s funny how quickly guys get themselves off when you promise them something but walk away when they’re lapping it up. lol.  What a loser!

Well I’ve been a busy bee this week.  I’ve been helping my friends over at Hot Sugar (the filthiest adult lines I think in the UK right now) get some more traffic.  Twitter is fantastic – in a couple of days I got them nearly 100 followers!  Might be the way forward for me to humiliate the bitch bois that I have in my stable too.  Watch this space for my Twitter page losers! Ciao for now, Miss D x x x

Well today has been surprisingly good.  I have been doing investigations.  I just love finding out information on people, it then gets saved on discs all ready for posting out if I need to.  The internet is a very dangerous place because people can’t really hide, they will always slip up somewhere and inevitably give some juicy information away that comes in handy when a Mistress wants to play.  Lol. 

Also sorting through old emails, I’ve come across some old stable members of mine who had completely ignored me…. oh the information I have on them is invaluable, will I ever show it?  Best time is when all is calm…..  watch out!

Miss D x x x

Right, I get the internet sorted and get back online and then my computer blows up on me.  How typical.  And how typical that my filthy low life minions decide to join other “Networks” while I’m away.  marky you have now upset me yet again.  you have one chance to make things right again or I do what I’ve told you I’m going to do.  Better be quick too… or others will be asking for the password to the post on you.  A very unhappy, disgusted Miss D.

Hello minions,

Wow it’s been a few months since I last blogged.  What’s been going on?  Life has over the last few months been full of ups and downs for me emotionally, but hopefully things will start to even out and go my way from now on. 

Why am I blogging today I wonder?  Cos it’s my birthday you damn wasters.  Did I get anything off any of you?  Probably did off of my marky, but I haven’t checked my emails yet, and if not, I’m NOT going to be happy.  I have today bought myself the most delicious red and black satin baby doll nightie, and not one of you are going to get to see me in it either.  It’s going to be for the eyes of someone very special in my life right now.  Read it and weep you low life losers.  you may want a piece but with you all being so damn pathetic you won’t get near me to even smell my perfume that lingers!  Jealous?  you should be.

Miss D x x x

I hate Christmas.  Every Christmas is the same (well apart from last Christmas which was totally wicked) but yet again I’m suffering the damn anxiety bought on by far too many chocolates and toffees (totally wacks my blood sugar out) and leaves me a crying, sobbing, worrying wreck.  My mum seems to be losing her memory (possibly dementia) and my real sister (who abandoned us 10 years ago) should be here to help me.  But she’s not.  I’m worrying about my mum far too much – I mean she’s always been a forgetful ol’ coot but now because the blood sugar is too high, I’m worrying excessively to a point where the anxiety is disturbing my sleep (which is the only thing I look forward to because I can cuddle up and zone out) by making me jump out of bed like someone giving me an electric shock (which is truly disturbing in itself).  I just need to feel like me again.  Is this normal to feel like that when you suffer anxiety?  I’m still doing the Linden method (which is ok) but sometimes it feels like it’s all too much trouble.  I need to get back to being me quickly not in 3 months time, but like TOMORROW – isn’t there a pill I can take that will take it all away?  No, just hard work and diversion.  Diversion, diversion, diversion – yes he’s right when he says if you can divert your sub-conscious mind you will feel better, but it’s not as easy as it seems.  I’m forever trying to divert my own attention, but it’s not bloody easy.  It’s hard work.  Mind you, when you feel better you do tend to think, thank heavens I did it because I wouldn’t have got better.  But why does this keep happening to me?  Thinking back, each time I’ve got this anxiety, I’ve also had a period of craving before it, where I go totally out of control eating sweets and chocolate constantly.  Happened in Feb, happened in August and happened again this time.  So conclusion – keep away from the bloody sweets and chocolates!!!!!  We’ll do that from now on and see what happens.  Miss D x x x

So, looks like I have a position for my number one play thing, now marky has disgusted me so.  I want TRUST.  NOT someone who goes behind my back looking for domination WITHOUT me asking you to.  If I want you to get extra domination, then I will tell you to look for it, you do NOT go behind my back.  I need impressing – do something wild to impress me and send me the evidence.  No blood, no danger but lots of excitement.  And marky, I know you read this – if you want to get back in my good books you will have to try harder than just a sorry.  Doesn’t cut the ice anymore.  Go out of your way to make it up to me you vile excuse of a man.  A very angry Miss D x x x

How many of you go behind your Mistresses back and try and find someone else to dominate you?  How many of you think that just because you don’t talk to your Mistress for a few weeks that it’s ok to “wander about” looking to play with someone else?  I’ll tell you who did this to me.  marky.  Yep, the one that was loyal took it upon himself to flirt with a cleaner of all people, A CLEANER, who apparently is neither a Mistress nor of Goddess standing and THEN decided to tell me about it after he had gone out of his way to obviously get her msn address to flirt online with her.  I am disgusted.  There was trust, now it is broken.  This now untrustworthy slave, whom I held in higher regard than any of you worthless pigs (as worthless as the freaky bitch boy michelle whom you will be hearing about soon – thank heavens for password protection now) is lucky not to be totally cast aside into the wilderness.  he’s also lucky I’m not p*ssed off enough to tell his girlfriend what he’s been up to aswell.  I try and tame his wild side, only so it comes out to play when I feel like it and he breaks my trust.  Well…..Woman scorned marky, that’s all I’m saying to you right now…. a woman scorned.

Hi all, 

Got the internet back up and running again, so I’ll be back around to chat next week. 

Christmas is coming up too so don’t forget little ol’ me….. I want some Play vouchers this year or you can donate to my amazon voucher fund to help me spoil myself!

Miss D x x x